stupidity!!

I cant believe I fell for it
While I knew it was too good to be true
But whatever, my mind is stupid
And wasn’t able to see it through

It aint new, I am dim
Don’t judge by just my grades
You see why I fell for him?
But who could guess when the feeling would fade

I spilled my secrets out
Why? Because I’m an idiot
And now at myself I urge to shout
But how can i? too many people surround me

Kick, punch, hit and stab
The only things in my puny little mind
And about this, in my thought I blab
Would stabbing work better with a blade?

How many times my mind screams
His name over and over again
And yet I love those wonderful dreams
Even though awake, its just agonizing pain


Well damn, I know I haven’t been that good
But the heck did I do to deserve this?
I might be loony, but I don’t wanna be used
But hell, I liked that one kiss

Yes, he acted like he cared
I was blinded enough to be deceived
And though these thoughts still revolve in my mind
Those thoughts keep making me grieve

So life is suckish, but it still goes on
And on, and on, and on, and on
And though, recklessly stupid I may be
My thoughts, in this poem is shown




so this aint my best poem..this is the second best i have writen so far... hope u like it
kutx
peace out o.O

my sister the butter cake!!!

Lol…. Tonight I went out with my family to eat submarines and after that me and my sister went to get lotion for her.. we bought something called body butter and after we came home she was like “ I need to see what it feels like” and she opened the thingy and put it on her and was like “OMG.. smells good…… I feel like a butter cake” and I was like “A BUTTER CAKE?? YOU KNOW WHAT BEING A BUTTER CAKE FEELS LIKE??” and she was looking at me like I don’t know how to breath.. then she said “you don’t know what a butter cake feels like??” o.O I told her that I know what a sandwich feels like ….
Good laugh :p

Kutx

Peace out

first week...

on my first day at aminiya..... i couldnt find my class at first... i had to run about trynna find it for atleast 5 minuted....
so that day wasnt so bad accept for not finding the class.... but i did nearly fall asleep during the meeting held for grade eigth students near the end of the sesion. i had to spray water on my face

the teachers were okay..the computer teacher only heared half of the questions i ask and answered to that...
O YEAH AND I COULDNT FIND THE TOILET!!!! i only found the toilet on the third day and it was on the ground floor and i couldnt keep on going there wenever i want to because it was a loong way from where my class is located which is in the J block...the most suckish block in the whole school....

i even found out that half my class is moving to the new school opening and that IS gonna SUCK.... a few of my friends are going too.....
the timetable, biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig mix up.... i dunno what books to bring, which subject is at what time... and i am not even sure of the wednesday time table... i left that whole day blank....

its hard enough going home after school because the road is soooo filled... but last thursday i came home thinking "yeah atleast i can sleep tonight" but i got into my room till my mom was like "get ready, there is a dhivehi tution teacher coming in 30 minutes" i nearly screamed..

i guess its safe to say that the first week at aminiya..SUCKED.....BAD...hmph... somebody plz pity me o.O

kutx...
peace out
umwahx

sluggy

keke... so on my little cousins(awki) first birthday, we had a huge party at a restaurant and he got loads and loads of presents. stuffed toys and cars and those kinda stuff. but most of them were meant for kids above the age of three. even the stuffed toys. but wen he started to unwrap the presents he got, my eyes cought a particular stuffed toy.. it was for kids above the age of three. so awki's mom gave it to me. and i loved it..still do.

so plx let me introduce u to him..
*drum rolls*
say hellow to Mr. Sluggy Buggy

yess...a cute stuffed turtle. i took this pic a few weeks ago i think. he has been with me for over 4 years. my uhh...constant companian. after that i got loads of stuffed toys. a sunflower i names sunny, a silvester thingy, a little blue squirel called squeeky and a monky i named lucky. but from all of them i love sluggy the most. (dont tell squeeky, sunny or lucky) lolz.......

so peace out

kutx

bll....2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR..
peace out :p

appy XD !!!

Oookay so during this school year….. most of the time it was great…. And other times it sucked… BAD….
Anyways I was in the same class with the smartest guy in school in grade 5(appy)…… yeah we were good friends eyru but wen we went to grade 6, we went to separate classes…. And then didn’t talk much that year… but then wen we got into grade 7 we both were in the same class again…
The lessons were difficult this year…. And I didnt get the maths work much…… since dad couldn’t tell me everything because he was busy I kept on asking appy to tell me what to do… and the maths teacher we had first was a great teacher…. I got everything she said but she was seriously stricked…. But half way through the year she had to go to india… and then my luck turned from good to WORSE…skip bad… JUST WORSE!!!

We got some teacher we gave the nick name Paandey… suited him fine I guess… yess and needless to say he was a horrible teacher… not exaggerating.. I didn’t get a single word he says( at the end of last term just before the exams he was like" percentage, very important topic, more marks.....statistics, very important topic, more marks....perimeter,very important topic, more marks) …. So I asked appy to explain me everything….. EVERYTHING I DIDN’T GET which was like all the lessons Paandey took… well he helped me a lot….. and I couldn’t have done my homeworks if he didn’t help me….. nor could I have passed in maths this year…… he also helped me in other stuff too.... dhivehi and social studies mostly next to maths... and uhh... i hate to say that when we do group works i mostly let him do all the works if it is in dhivehi or islam... sowwie appy

so in conclusion ,yeah thankew appy :D i would have failed in maths if u didnt help me...

Ps… he was the school captain and he couldt control the class…he just mostly told people to stop fighting… (couldn’t help myself , sorry appy XD )

daddy's back o.O

PEOPLE!!! daddy came back on last friday night (19th december) ofter 2 months in japan O_O .....
his hair was longer than i remember ever seeing it..

he brought back these awsome gifts.... i got loads of stuff... he got me this pen that wasnt a pen o.O ... actualy wen i take the cap off the pen it turns into a microscope and wen the cap is on its a binocular.. O_O ..... its awsome
and i got a pink japanese fan and a chopstick with a great design (yes i know how to eat with a chopstick)..... then he got me these playing cards and on each one of them there was a picture of an animal, fungi, tree or sea creature along with their scientific names and in japanese..
plus he got me loads of origami papers and i have been doing them.. acording to dad, origami really develops our mind... i told him that it just scrambles our mind...
o yeah AND he got me this awsome book abt hiroshima's peace memorial place after the A-bomb blast during the second world war... i found it pretty informative

o yeah and he got me this bell that looks like a pig :S ...watevr its still cute.. and choclates... loads and loads of choclates..

and last but not least the thing i like most that he gave me is a real fossil on an ammonite... i mean a REAL FOSSIL.... ammonites have been extict for a looooooooooooooooong time..


he learned to make loads of stuff from japan too.... kaleidoscopes and mirrors(yess he made a real mirror) along with a turbine that runs when we vibrate it O_O .....plus a lot more...

thankew daddy

ahh well thats all..

kutx
umwahx
peace out.. -_-