stupidity!!

I cant believe I fell for it
While I knew it was too good to be true
But whatever, my mind is stupid
And wasn’t able to see it through

It aint new, I am dim
Don’t judge by just my grades
You see why I fell for him?
But who could guess when the feeling would fade

I spilled my secrets out
Why? Because I’m an idiot
And now at myself I urge to shout
But how can i? too many people surround me

Kick, punch, hit and stab
The only things in my puny little mind
And about this, in my thought I blab
Would stabbing work better with a blade?

How many times my mind screams
His name over and over again
And yet I love those wonderful dreams
Even though awake, its just agonizing pain


Well damn, I know I haven’t been that good
But the heck did I do to deserve this?
I might be loony, but I don’t wanna be used
But hell, I liked that one kiss

Yes, he acted like he cared
I was blinded enough to be deceived
And though these thoughts still revolve in my mind
Those thoughts keep making me grieve

So life is suckish, but it still goes on
And on, and on, and on, and on
And though, recklessly stupid I may be
My thoughts, in this poem is shown




so this aint my best poem..this is the second best i have writen so far... hope u like it
kutx
peace out o.O